starting off independence day right

24 hour food fiesta

make what you want of it

the last couple of days

spur of the moment

portrait training

waiting around

grocery shopping

campin'

and more waiting

extra lives

went with this pretty lady to SF 

for vegan food

browsing

and buying of lens

oh yeah △

oh man! I miss doing this

it's summer! lets see how long i can go without a hiatus, though....

today was Bernard's birthday (technically it was yesterday)

went to Santa Cruz 

w/ him, little brother, Kim, Joy, Reanne and Aldrin

sand, laser tag, rides, expensive junk food and more rides

summer is treating me too well

oh shit! i fucking understand

so this my life. this my constant
these anomalies and let downs
are the post it notes that remind me
that my life
has been
is to
and will always be
led by me
independently
alone
its a bitch
its challenging
but its also reassuring
post-modern
and so badass (if terms are met)
ive known this
for too long
its just now
i really
(no! REALLY)
have to accept this
because if i dont
i am absolutely positive
it will be the end of my sanity

does this mean i get it now? no
but hey! its a start

exhausted

why do i look better when im sick!!!