and we ended the way we began. you were a stranger to me when i first met you. and after four years of an interesting unexpected friendship, were back to where we started, strangers. and now im quite sure im very ready to accept that. being so infatuated with you, though letting go was terribly hard and tore me apart in the process, i have come out of it happier than ever, wanting to strive for new things, and not regretting that it ended the way it did. one day, on some random day in my future, in a coffee shop or on a film set or somewhere by the sea (just maybe), and i know your going to be married to that beautiful charming girl of yours, ill run into you again. itll be a paradox, and who knows where it will take us. i didnt know meeting you would bring me here. i hope well cross paths again. until then...stay gold.
out of all the times of beginning again, this has to be one of my favorites and i am extremely proud of myself, which is not something im known for. new home. new town. new school. new people. new dreams. same lorisa. im back to wanting so much more, and im so glad i am at that place again. lets begin here...
the brain cells of a complex kidd wonder
