5.05.2010

i dont know why i work so hard

i love being creative
and watching my ideas come to life
but at times i think i push too hard
and i end up stressing myself out
and stressing others out
and sure, sometimes everything turns out more than wonderful
but a lot of times they dont come out the way i want to
people say to always strive for your dreams, no matter how big they are
but maybe what i want is way more than these two hands can handle
i just dont know